3 days till I’m on the other side of Europe, in your arms. FINALLY. And I’ll never want to let go of you.. ever
I love you babe. <3
LDR Challenge
- A picture of the two of you
on this PC i only have 2.. :)
not the best pics but idc… i love you Naim :)
LDR challenge
Ok so i had been doing two of these per day. But theres 17 left now and 17 days until i meet him again, so i guess i am back to one per day :)
Day 14 – Moment We Shared Last Time We Were Together
hmm.. I guess on the last night we were packing our things and he had brought chocolate which we had shared and there was a few bars left, he told me i could take the chocolate home, and then I asked “how many bars am i allowed to take” and he was like “oh nicola you dont need to ask just take them all, you never have to ask to use or take any of my things” and he hugged me and we fell on the bed and we had been weird and :( all day because it was the last day and we just hugged and laughed at my stupidity for asking and we fell on the bed and he just held me for ages just looking into each others eyes and laying with him there was the happiest i had ever been in my life, hah.. there was lots of moments but I loved this one.
LDR challenge
I missed a few days, WOOPSIES
Day 10 – Favorite Thing About Him
You want just one thing? gosh… ok its too hard to choose one thing, i did just sit and think about it but i’m SORRY your just going to have to read through a whole big list of things. OK OK I will cut it down to the main favourite things :P.
Ok, I love the way hes so optimistic about EVERYTHING, and if ever i’m worried about something - the distance or otherwise- hes always reassuring me and telling me that everything will be ok. I love the way that he always puts me first, before himself. Asking constantly what i want, although I always try to make sure the answer is exactly what he wants haha. I love his voice(iv mentioned that before) due to the LDR and him being from another place his voice is nothing like any of the usual voices its so quirky and special. I love that he says wood like “VOOD” haha! He sounds like a Rusian or something when he says that, and I always think its so sweet. Physically my favourite thing about him is the little crinkles he gets around his eyes and mouth when he laughs, but only when he laughs really hard - hes always making people laugh.. that’s ANOTHER favourite thing i guess :)
Day 11 – One Thing I Miss
Gah HIM,HIM,HIM! His body next to mine, his laugh, the cute noises he makes when hes angry/happy/upset/laughing, HIS SMELL. Before he left he basically DROWNED one of my tshirts in his cologne and it still smells a little of it 5 months later. :) I miss the way he says my name, pronouncing it like its truly supposed to be said and not just “Ni’la” like the people here say it with their accent.
Day 12 – How I Define Love
Loveee, Well I have never loved a guy before Naim - sure i had had boyfriends but i didn’t love them the way I love Naim. Movies always show love in the same way and.. I guess alot of it is like the movies. I think that love is when no matter what lives hard situations give us - wither it be lack of money, not getting into college, family problems or DISTANCE, that no matter how SHIT our lives feel if we have LOVE then whenever we think about that boyfriend,girfriend,mother,son,dog,cat then our life seems so much better, things arnt as hard as they seem, the difficulties are easier to forget and its easier to look to the future with optimism. Love can give us the happiness which provides the strength to battle on through life when everything else is falling apart.
Day 13 – Hardest Thing About Distance
The hardest thing is having someone that you feel most emotionally close to compared to anyone you’ve ever met and yet they are the furthest away physically. Sometimes we can be talking and talking for hours on Skype and I forget that he is so many miles away and I lean in so close to the laptop, the want to hug him so tight or kiss his lips before realizing that they are completely out of reach. The moment while laying in bed after an amazing Skype conversation and smiling to yourself- feeling truly amazing, followed by the realization that hes laying in his own bed away in Macedonia and NOWHERE near me, the sudden heavy sadness that just HITS ME.. that’s the hardest thing. Definitely.
ARGHHHHHHH TUMBLR TUMBLR OMGOSH TUMBLR!!
i just booked a flight to seeeee him :D For ages hes been trying to get me to visit him, but I havn’t really had the money, finally I have the money and i just booked a flight 29th june- 10th july thats 11 DAYS ! ahh and i will be meeting his family for the first time which will be… mm interesting, awkward, nice, daunting, scary, exciting… haha IDK but we wont be near them too much, just a day or two maybe and staying at his other house the rest of the time. I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW. hahahaha sorry for this major “OMG” moment i just reallly… AHHHH hahah <3
Parents..
Ok, so I have been in a LDR with a guy i met ONLINE for a while now.. my parents don’t know that he exists though I havn’t even MENTIONED HIM, not even just as an “online friend” because I know my parents would freak out about that. Im 18. Anyway I already met him but told to my parents about going on holiday with friends when i really met him, and im considering doing that again in July. But i cant keep this from them forever.. Do your parents know about your ldr? how did you tell them and how do they feel about it?
some advice/experiences would really be appreciated. Thanks
Day 7 – How We Communicate
hmm, mostly we communicate during our day using facebook mobile. He texts occasionally and sometimes if im REALLY lucky he will call me and i get to hear his voice for a few mins. Unfortunately my stupid phone contract doesnt let me text outside the UK but i guess inboxing him on my mobile facebook is our version of texting because i check my inbox all the time :) At night we talk on skype mostly where I get to see his face for a couple of hours(11am to 3am.. 4am his time! usually hes literally falling asleep then haha) and if im very lucky we can talk depending on if hes staying at his parents or his own flat. He stays at his parents place quite alot. I love his voice so much! and his accent! im not sure how to describe an Albanian/macedonian accent. His family is origionally Albanian but they live in Macedonia due to the split of Yugoslavia 15ish years ago blah blah :)
I took this tonight.. ahha gotta love skype
Day 8 – Favorite Thing I’ve Given Him
Ah gosh I dont know hmm I guess the string tied baned bracelet thing i bought him when we were in germany he wears it ALL THE TIME :) but the thing that he says he loves most are my hugs and kisses haha. I love those too.i just wish there was more of them <3
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